Monday, April 16, 2007

In her world....

That hair...those shoes...that accent...that look...and those nasty retainers (:P) that world she lived in...yes, her world...not the most perfect, not always the happiest, not the easiest to live in...but somehow I was safe there...
As she left, she took with her that crazzy world of hers...and she took a part of me too...and I think she deserves to keep it.... I miss her presence...the air that always surrounds her..her own distinct smell of sweet mixed designer perfumes...her constant buzzing here and there...she was just always there....to slap you, hit you, fill you in on her pervy jokes.....or just embaress you...or just pour water down your shirt, or insult you lovingly, or kiss you or hug you or just hurt you...
Though she wined...and fussed...and screamed...and ignored...and of course been a complete pain...shes just the most lovable thing on the planet...
That crazzy woman...who I just happen to marry online :SS...is one hell of a person...Im sure you dont need me to tell you that....

rtandon <3 polaha...

God bless her soul...

and God bless the rest of us to somehow get through this somewhat unbearable phase....

She is loved...very...very much....

And no Im not confessing my love for her (!)...
not that I dont love her(!!)....

aaiiiii....never mind....